Sunday, May 20, 2007

Girlfriend

So, as most of you know, i've been dating this girl named Aubree for about a year and 6 months. I used to be the type of kid who didnt believe in love, or thought that anyone who dated during highschool was just in "puppy love". But this girl has shown me different. I'm no longer in highschool, and she is graduating... but i love her. I can say that with no hesitation, and i don't care who knows it. Sometimes my parents may scoff and be like "oh well its his first relationship ( which its not), of course he thinks he is inlove" But its not that, its so much more. I am one of the lucky few people who find the one person they love, with all their heart. Sometimes i worry, not because i don' think she loves me, i know she does... but i worry if i can make her happy... if i'm the right person to make her happy... I've thought about it... for days- even weeks. And i've come to the conclusion that Aubree is perfect... you may say " well no one is perfect"... well she is, everything about her is perfect... and i wouldnt have it any other way. So i don't know if i'm worthy of being the man that makes her happy, but i'm going to damn sure try. Love isnt about finding your 'soul-mate'. You make your soul mate... you work at it, and sacrafice for it.

I know she reads this, so Aubree... I LOVE YOU. I love you more than you can imagine. More than the trees love the rain and the sun. I love you more than i think my heart has room, but thats ok... because as long as im with you... it'll just keep growing with your love.