Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Psychology

I really hate psychology class. So far its easy, and simple... but... its ruining how I think, or rather... telling me why I think the way I do. I dont like that. I liked being able to say that im a spaz, and thats just who I am... but now... I'm a spaz, because I have low seretonin levels? WTF. No. It's telling us why we see things certain ways, that our personalitys arent exactly original. I liked the days when I could shake my head at not knowing why someone did something, I liked it when I could use my "imagination" which by the way, may not be an imagination, in why people think that way. I don't mind knowing these things, but I dont like someone telling me how I think.

On another note, i beleive we're gonan try and go to the renaissance festival this weekend. hopefully everything works out. Rachel, if we give your mum the money again, can she get us the tickets? and shes willing to drive?! yay. I think we might have to go friday though... cause I work saturday... 11 am to 7 pm. I hate working.

>EDIT< Actually... friday wont work.. because they arent open friday... only Weekends, labor day, and friday the 23rd... so maybe you guys will have to go without me... or we can go labor day? or I could just call in.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Drain the pressure from the swelling

First Hour(1)-Physics
First Hour(2)-Physics
Second Hour(1)-Tech
Second Hour(2)-Tech
Third Hour(1)-Psychology
Third Hour(2)-Health
Fourth Hour(1)-BAND
Fourth Hour(2)-BAND
Fifth Hour(1)-English 12
Fifth Hour(2)-English 12
Sixth Hour(1)- German 2A
Sixth Hour(2)- German 2B

Anyone have any classes with me?

On Another note, Rachel read on and count the band points.

Band camp is just awesome. I am actually enjoying it, except the laps in the morning. My freshman all know pretty much what theyare doing except sometimes they don't quite understand. HILARY, is doing just fabulous, despite how much she complains. We've been doing some "forced fun time" where we have to hang out with everyone for a couple of hours. I think tomarrow im going to try and hang out with my freshman more. I'm told by some of the MSU people that I would fit right in with the other tenors and saxs in the marching band. One of our conductors told me that alot of the MSU students say im outstanding, funny, and they wish I was their brother so they could take me home.... Well... I'd take me home too, who wouldnt want a pocket matt?

It's been 4 days and i almost lost my voice today. Im very enthusiastic. Yes Rachel... ENTHUSIASTIC. I can do that. Nanner. Nanner. Boo. Boo. Carolyn(drum major) told me that during Dress Down im almost the only one she can hear... oh yah. Anyone want to call me.. please do... we have lunch at 11:30-12:somethin. and forced fun time from 12 something to 4:30 or so. so I am more than willing to talk to someone.. because ya know... I get bored sitting around singing with Mcbride.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Looking over the past

Looking at my blog I noticed that i've had this OVER a year. Looking at some of my old posts, i've noticed a few things:
1.I complained alot more then
2. the spelling errors due to my typing were horrible and incoherant.
3. I have some really cool friends.

here are a few exerpts.

"Me and my dad take the car into town. We decide on the back roads. Great, we hit a bird, ok no problem just keep going right? nope! we go to the corner, turn around and gawk at the dead bird. we open the door, poke it and roll it around, and my dad says "yep... he's dead alright" and as we're leaving scene of the crime, my dad runs it over again!! we go to the store do our stuff, and take the backroads home. My dad, runs over the bird AGAIN (3 times!!) i look at him.. "what? he might have been in pain" "oh my god, dad... we're rednecks"
MONDAY"


" If you've seen the 4 alien movies, and the 2 predator movies, you'll understand it, and part of it will actually be funny. I was laughing my ass off. I think Dan only laughed because me Brady, Brandon and I think Jake was laughing... He didn't seem too impressed like you would be if you actually were laughing like that, but whatever floats yer boat. After that We hung out at bradys for a little bit. We jumped around on that trampoline, and started a fire... Of sorts.. We burned our school ideas"

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Cedar Point

Cedar point; pure awesomness. Woke up at 4:00-4:30. Picked up justin and met at Bradys house. I had talked to Rachel the day before, and we concluded that as always; her. brady and I were all gonna ride in hte same vehicle, and of course Tracy(tracey?). Justin, Jake, and Cody rode in the other car. The car ride down there was actually pretty fun too. We played mad-libs and came up with some pretty intersting storys. me and Racel ended up giving a short puppet show to the others.

Ohio smells, no really; it does.

Cedar point was better than I expected. We went on this water ride, that was slightly interesting... my sock got wet. the second water ride we went on... dominated me. 3 waterfalls. though I'll admit, Rachel got it pretty bad too( My shoes stayed wet untill I got home). People kept wanting to go onto these slower rides... I was ready to go!! I wanted to go on something fasstt!!

We eventually ended up waiting in line for the Millenium... wow bad spelling tonight... But it started to rain so they shut it down.

Brady and I asked some youngins how old they were because they were smoking, later I was told one of them looked like he wanted to kill me.

Went on the Raptor, and it was awesome. I love rollercoasters. Though I have to say.. justin WAS pretty pale in the picture.

Rachel, Jake and I waited in line for the dragster for nearly 2 hours. Some lady (who I still say was on acid) randomly started talking to Rachel, it was by far one of the funniest things i've heard. They eventually shut down the Dragster due to weather conditions, and we left. We ate at fazolies, which is probably the best fast food/italian resteraunt ever. I was shivering, due to being wet in an air conditioned place... I was really..really...cold.

Toys R Us, I've noticed that whenever we go out as a group of friends, or take a trip, I end up buying Rachel something, but this time I didnt because I needed to save my money to give to Brady for Gas, so Rachel... I found something for you! ah hah!! Remind me about it.

Cody and I were ploting strategys before bumper cars, and we ended up desolating. Rawr.

Ride home wasnt as exciting as the way back, but what can you expect when the person next to you is sorda sleeping? It gave me time to think though. Most people are bothered by awkward silences... but I'm just satisfied knowing the other person(s) is/are there. Got to bradys and gave jake a ride home.

Arrived at home.

Socks were still wet. =(

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Closing Time

Closing time
Open all the doors and let you out into the world
Closing time
Turn all of the lights on over every boy and every girl
Closing time
One last call for alcohol so finish your whiskey or beer
Closing time
You don't have to go home but you can't stay here

I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home

Closing time
Time for you to go out to the places you will be from
Closing time
This room won't be open till your brothers or your sisters come
So gather up your jackets, move it to the exits
I hope you have found a friend
Closing time
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end

I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
Take me home


That song has currently been stuck in my head. I remember when I was in middle school, having MTV on before I left for school, and that song always being on, that song was awesome. Which makes me think, we're not kids anymore, and our fun times are starting to go away... We all keep thinking about things that STOP us from having fun, When we were little.. we never thought of why not, just always "when?". Just because we're getting older, doesnt mean we can't still have fun, we just need to stop worrying so much. I mysely worry constantly. This is our Last year guys... We need to make it the best its ever been. Plus we need to start thinking of senior pranks.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

I hate work.

I'm still working alot...

Thursday- 11 am-7pm
Friday-2pm-10pm
Saturday-2pm-10pm
Sunday-11am-7pm

Next week Im not so sure about.. I was supposed ot have the 14th-19th off for band camp, but she scheduled it a week early.. so she has to re-write my schedule.

Brady is planning a Cedar Point trip, and I REALLY want to go, not just because I've never been... but because its with friends, and I havent done anything for a while, plus I havent seen brady all summer. My parents are telling me its too far to go... Why? 1. Its only ohio. 2. Im 17 you cant baby me anymore 3. I want to go explore things, Im at that age...not want.. NEED to go out and explore things.

I've been really stressed lately... actually to be honest, I almost cried I'm so stressed. I dont cry much. I'll admit I do, but not regularly... I need a break. Summer vacation is supposed to be exactly that.. a VACATION.. but its been filled with working, lectures, and hardships.