Santa or Jesus?
When you think about Christmas, what do you think of? Santa, Elves, Reindeer, Sleighs, and gifts? But thats not what it's supposed to be about is it? I mean... I can remember as a young Child, Giving thanks to god, for jesus. Not all this stuff about Santa. Sure we wrote letters to santa, but that wasn't what it was about. We were thankful. To god... For jesus. Ask a kid now. What is the meaning of christmas? And you'll get an answer along the lines of "To get Presents from santa for being good".
I see so many houses, with blow up Santas. and snowmen. For every 10 of those, I see one house with a manger, or a jesus.
People today have lost sight of what it is really about. We see people, celebrating Christmas who aren't even religious. I myself... am a bit of a christian. But i don't know whether to consider myself one. Because i question it all. I never get answers for these questions, and faith dwindles. And all these scientific means of things start to seems correct. But somehow you just can't believe them... But you can't believe what you've been told to believe all your life... So you don't know what to believe...
Great...
So... lately I haven't been happy... but i have not been really sad either... Nothing really to be happy about. But nothing to be sad about... So i'm just there...
Parents have been getting on me again... keeping making me mad with this whole "Birds are wild animals, and shouldnt be disciplined because you can't tame a wild animal" B.S.... I dont really feel like typing much.. So thats all i'm really going to put... Oh... and i said something a while ago about that friend replacing me... Yeah they did... But i guess i'm still they're friend...Just not as a good i used to be.
Hooray for Overthinking.
Stress/ maybe happy?
My Family is stressing me out so much. My dad is pissed off because Duffey made a mistake on my Progress report. And he keeps yelling at me and dogging on me about my homework "No you wont do it in school you'll bring it home" blah blah blah. Mom acts like she cares but gets pissed off everynight for NO freakin reason. Everytime my brother is around my dad acts like i'm a freaking retard. "well blah blah blah your brother" doesn't believe me unless my brother says it. My mom keeps getting pissed off because im really not being able to handle the birds screaming anymore, so she blames it on me.
But I'm happy, because i thought one of my long time friends had replaced me with someone else, Becausewe never talk anymore... and they were telling this person things they would have only normally told me or their significant other... The only reason it bothered me so much is because this person I've known for so long, and they're really important to me. But i found out that they did not replace me... We talked for a long time the other day. Made me happy.
The other day I decided i was so bored... i was going to think... so i thought... then i started to over think.... And all that over thinking, made me depressed. But now I'm happy...-er. So all is good i guess. Anyone have anything to talk about, lets talk! anyone want to hang out.. lets go! i'm bored and i need to get out of my house becasue i want to kill my family, that or run away.
Untill Next Time......
MEDIC!!!
