Late
It seems lately I am always showing up late to friend get together. Because of work or because of my parents. I hate it when I show up late, I always feel like a third wheel then, and i never really know whats going on. I have the insistant feeling that i missed something (which I have). I need to quit my job.
Im also getting tired of people thinking that just because I act stupid and have fun, that I really am stupid. I'm not stupid >=(. AND WTF is with struck?! giving me such a low grade because i went a step further on the problems. I hate you struck. I'll give you a significant figure. >=O
Grand Ledge
Wednesday we had the grand ledge invitational. I'll be honest. I had my doubts. We havent pulled together as well this year as in past years. I was almost regretting going to grand ledge because we always set a standard there... we always get the crowd going. This year was no let down. We did awesome. We rocked our show. We may be small, but we're awesome. We played so awesome. The video rocked too. Thanks to the band for making my last grand ledge so awesome. As i said in my little speech. I was actually crying I hope you know. I love band. Maybe ill come back and chaperone your trip next year. Wednesday is the FINAL marching band show.. and thats going to be really sad. We also start jazz band and concert season. <3 band. Yeah, i know im a band geek, but hey... atleast i have something to enjoy this much.
I've been in a really good mood lately.
Last football game
So friday was My last football game. It was sad. I wont have another home football game... Band is my favorite class, and marching band is.. just... gah i love it. I almost broke out in tears after half time. This wednesday... i probably will. Grand ledge invetational. My last one. A week from the grand ledge invitational is my FINAL marching show. It's gonna be sad.
Rachel, sorry for not going to your bon-fire after the game. I figured we could always ahve another bon-fire but Becca's birthday only comes once a year (unlike mine which is twice a year).
Physics happens to be my worst grade. and I dont know why im taking it. The class is rediculous. there is so much CRAP. its not hard.. just alot of CRAP.
I made employee of the month at my work... Its about time. 5 free meals, a parking spot, and 1 paid day off. Which I will be using.
Becca's party was a blast. Went to her house after the game. Sat around and talked for a little. played with her brothers drum sets. We played twister again. I love twister. Jojo is my faorite freshman, im sorry but shes nuts. She looks innocent, but once you get on that twister mat... its all over with. She is really good at it, not to mention flexible... and pushy. Unfortunetly friday I had blood drawn, and was leaning on my left arm (the arm that blood was drawn from) and I had to fall to the side, to avoid falling on her. My arm started shaking. oh it was interesting.
Yup thats about it.
I'm tired...
So today.. for the first time in 3 years.. my mom asked me if"anything was wrong" or "are you stressed?" i said yes, and for some reason... started crying. I told them that I don't talk to anyone about my problems andthat was probably partly what was wrong.. and they kinda just left me alone... I thought they were going to be nice to me, but my dad as soon as he got the chance, he began lecturing me and starting his long spiel, making me wrong, and glorifying himself. That went on for about an hour... then when I thought it was over, he had me go to the store with him. He asked me a bunch of questions, and told me what its like to be a parent and about my brother and sister... yeah... Needless to say, this is the first time i've cried in a long time.. not very happy. Sorry to anyone who read this.
