Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Guilt stricken, sobbing, with his head on the floor..

These are supposedly 27 questions that no one would ever think to ask.

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you think? "eh?"

2. How much cash do you have on you? I recently missplaced 20 bucks.

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? chest

4. Favorite planet? Neptune

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? mum

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? Puff the Magic Dragon

7. What shirt are you wearing? a black one

8. Do you "label" yourself? haha no

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing right now. Im not wearing shoes.

10. Bright or Dark Room? Dark

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? funkay

13. What were you doing at midnight last night? thinking.

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say? "Um yeah thats fine with me :)"

15. Quote some rap lyrics: WTF rap blows.

16. What's a saying that you say a lot? "what?"

17. Who told you they loved you last? parental

18. Last furry thing you touched? dog.

19. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days? none.. not even asparin.

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? 2?

21. Favorite age you have been so far? I live for the moment

22. Your worst enemy? "im my own worst enemy" its a song.

23. What is your current desktop picture? none.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone? "I have to ask for you to tell me stuff?"

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret? A million dollars. mistakes and regrets make me who i am.

26. Do you like someone? I gave up, remember?

27. The last song you listened to? The Freshman -Verve Pipe

Monday, November 14, 2005

Bowling

Well saturday I went bowling with a bunch of people. This happened to include, Hilary, Becca, Cliff, Amanda, Aleksa, uhh... Emily, Brendan, A guy named Jordan, Ski, Mcbride, A girl names Lisa, Another gril from fowlerville, Alex Scott, Krystal and her boyfriend! So it was really fun. I drove Hilary there, but Follwed Ski, and his car kept overheating.. so we had to pull over , many'a time. When we did get there, it was Ski, Hilary, Aleksa, Mcbrizzle, and Alex on one lane. I was rather busy goofing around to actually try to bowl, i was having too much fun. After the second game, Mcbrizzle, and Alex left... and soon afterwards, Aleksa, so it was me and hilary, and ski on one lane. I can't remember much from the 3rd game except what happened during the games "I can't find my cherries!" "matt, did you pop your cherry?" "I broke my sword and popped my cherry...." After we all left, Hilary, Ski, and I went to Mcdonalds ,t oacquire ourselves a 5 star ***** meal. Which ended up being only 2 stars **. Hilary yelled at some guy as we were leaving and that was about it. I can't remember anything else.

Deffinetly. Need. to. do. That. Again. With. Everyone. Else. Capish?

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Tired

You know, i've been worn out lately, tired, and stressed. I'm not as happy as I usually am. I'm just really good at faking it. I gave a stress presentation.. but it doesn't mean i know how to coop with it any better. I just need to get away. I need to get out. I need to move on. But i'm not ready to leave.

You know, i think im gonna stop wearing my hat after this school year. It's been 4 great years of my hat.. but maybe its time to move on eh? Haha, maybe i'll give it to someone as a "remember me" gift? haha right... like i'll be able to seperate myself from my hat.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Good times and old times

You know, being a senior, and having tons of homework, I've had alot of time to think. And you know what? Im excited. But sad. I cant wait to go out and see whats there. I want to go to college. I want to experience it. But I'm afraid of loss. Im afraid of lisng my friends and not seeing them. I'm almost 100% sure im going to northern. Atleast I'll have Cliff up there, and if Rachel goes up there that'll be even better! I've been in an AWESOME mood lately too, i'm extremely happy. I recently made Senior class rep. for band counsil, im excelling in music, i finally made up my mind what i want to go to college for major and minor. I'm getting good grades (except physics). I like this really cool girl, some of you know who she is, some of you probably figured it out, not that hard. I'm happy, and just knowing that makes me feel even better. I'm getting a car today, and hopefully wil lbe able to drive it by monday. YES! I was listening to a really good old song today, so i thought i'd put it in here.

Please come now I think I’m falling
I’m holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I’m trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain’t so far down
I’m looking down now that it’s over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain’t so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there’s something left for me
So please come stay with me
‘Cause I still believe there’s something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking